Hi, Mommy.
...I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few
weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise.
Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got
beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I
will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me
your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we
have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to
be a doctor when I grow up.
You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't
wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was
perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I
will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I
know it already.
Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about
me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that
you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called
wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand
yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did
something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and
your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad
for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It
doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after,
and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I
do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I
don't like it, Mommy.
Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and
you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes,
and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most
beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm
happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait
and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will
make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.
I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your
hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love
you, Mommy.
Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting
funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't
know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry,
Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to
protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good
person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want
us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?
You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?
It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or
touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I
still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when
you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug
me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do
that when you're awake, any more?
I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going
somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a
hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell
you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.
...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't
know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think
something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared,
Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love
you!
Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It
feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!
Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They
told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.
Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you
get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something
wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why
don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want
to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care
about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say
you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and
see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I
want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did
something wrong. I love you!
I love you, Mommy.
Every abortion is just…
One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.
If you’re against abortion, reblog.
嗨，妈妈。
... ...我是你的宝宝。你还不知道我，因为我只有几个星期而已。我答应你，你会很快就等到我的到来。
...
让我告诉你关于我的一些事情。我的名字是约翰，我有
美丽的棕色眼睛和黑头发，虽然你还没能看到我，
当我出生，我将是你唯一的孩子，你会叫我名字而我是你唯一的
宝贝。我成长过程中虽然还没有爸爸陪伴，但我们
拥有彼此。我们会互相帮助，彼此相爱。我长大我想
成为一名医生。
你发现我的今天，妈妈！你实在是太激动，你
迫不及待地告诉大家。你可以整天微笑，生活
完美。你有一个美丽的笑容，妈妈。这将是第一个面对我
而进入我的生活，这将是我生命中看到的最好的事情。
今天是一天，你告诉爸爸。你实在是太兴奋地告诉他
关于我的存在！ ... ...他却高兴不起来，妈妈。他生气了。
你注意到了，但他做到了。他开始谈论所谓的
非婚生子女，和金钱，及票据，虽然我不还不明白
。不过，你还是高兴，所以还不错。然后，他
既然做出可怕的东西，妈妈，他打你。我能感觉到你跌倒落后，
你的手中飞了起来的保护我。我没事... ...但是，我非常的难过
。你哭了，妈妈。这是一个我不喜欢的声音，它
使我感觉很不舒服，也让我哭了。然后他跟你说对不起后，
和拥抱你。你原谅了他，妈妈，但我不知道如果我这样
做，是不是正确的？你说他爱你... ...他为什么会伤害你吗？我
不喜欢它，妈妈。
最后，您可以看到我了！你的肚皮是有点大，
你以我为荣！你去买我的新衣服，
你是那么那么那么开心。你唱歌给我听。你
优美的歌声布满整个世界。当你唱歌时，我是
最幸福的。你和我一起，我感到安全，那么安全。妈妈。当我出生时，我将只为你完美。我会
让你感到自豪，我会爱你我永远的爱你。
我可以移动我的手和脚，现在，妈妈，我可以这样做了，因为你把您的
双手放在你的腹部，感觉得到我，我傻笑。你傻笑，我太爱
你，妈妈。
爸爸来了，今天看到你，妈妈，我真的很害怕。他行事
有点奇怪，你没有说话的权利。他说，他不想你。我不
知道为什么，但他说一堆。他又打你了。我就生气，
妈咪。当我长大了，我保证我不会让你受伤！我承诺
保护你。爸爸是坏的。我不在乎，如果你认为他是一个好
人，我觉得他很坏。他打你，他说他不想
我们。他不喜欢我。他为什么不喜欢我，妈妈呢？
你不跟我说话，今晚妈妈。一切还好吗？
这是3天，因为你看到了爸爸。你也没有找我谈话，或
做些让我感动的，这是为什么阿？妈妈，你还爱我吗？我
依然爱你。我觉得你感到悲哀，唯一的一次，我觉得你是什么时候
你的睡眠。你睡觉的，那种蜷缩在你的身边。和你抱抱
我用你的双臂，我再次感到安全和温暖。为什么当你醒了这些
就没有了呢？
我21周之久的今天，妈妈。难道你不为我感到骄傲？
某处的今天，你带我来到某处新地方。我很高兴。它看起来像一个
医院。我想成为一名医生，当我长大时。妈妈。我告诉
你呢，我希望你感到兴奋，因为我。我不能等待。
... ...妈妈，我心惊肉跳。你的心脏还在跳动，但我不
知道你在想什么。医生是跟你说话。我觉得有
东西会很快发生。我真的，真的，真的很害怕，
妈咪。请告诉我你爱我。然后我会再次感到安全。我爱
你！
妈妈，他们给我做！？它伤害我！请他们停止！它
感觉不好，很痛！请，妈妈，求求帮助我！使他们停止！
不要担心妈妈，我是安全的。我现在在天堂与天使。他们
告诉我你做了什么，他们说这就是所谓的人工流产。
为什么，妈妈？你为什么这样做呢？你不是很爱我的吗？你为什么
甩掉我？我真的，真的，真的很抱歉，如果我做了
错事了，妈妈。我爱你，妈妈！我爱你我所有的心脏。为什么
你不爱我吗？我做了什么值到他们这样不要我？妈咪，我想
生活，！他们真的伤害到你我不在乎
我，请你和我说话。没有我爱你有足够的吗？请说
你就会让我爱你，妈妈！我要活下去的笑容和观看云和
看看你的脸和成长起来，成为一名医生。我不想在这里，我
希望你再爱我！我真的真的真的很抱歉，如果我这样做
做错事。我爱你！
我爱你，妈妈。
每个人工流产只是... ...
还有一个心脏已停止。
双眼将永远不会看到。
双手，将永远无法触摸。
双腿永远不会走行。
嘴巴永远不会开口说话。
如果你是反对堕胎，reblog。
No comments:
Post a Comment